Thursday, July 9, 2009

Why?

What do you do when you want to call a friend that is no longer a friend? To make matters worse is that I don't know why she is no longer a friend. I have asked and I have not gotten a response. What a difference a year makes between friends. Last spring.... working out, coffee shops, lunches, play dates, drinking at our favorite watering hole. This year nothing. Last July fourth.....friends. Actually, my best friend in Mooresville. This year nothing. And Why? Why the change? I know that if we were truly as close as I thought we were; then we could discuss what happened. Alas, that is not the case. Well here is a quick letter to my friend. I know this post is far from normal. I needed to get this out. This is my closure.

Dear Friend,
I miss talking to you. I miss our workouts. I miss heading to the coffee shop. I miss boat rides with the kids. Didn't we plan trips together with the kids??? What about the girls weekends that never happened? Do you miss these things? I would love to be friends all I need is an explanation. Just be a friend and talk to me. My friend, I know that you will not read this. But if by some strange chance you do. Call me if you want to talk. I would call you but I have tried that already. This week has not been an easy one and I needed to talk to you.
Forever Your Friend,
Maria



Knit on,
Maria

1 comment:

Kyla said...

I can't answer "why" for her or anyone else. But it does definitely hurt when it happens. I hope you find closure or an answer.

You know I'm here for you no matter what and for anything at any time. <3